looking forward to tomorrow.....

2007-04-05T03:50:00.000+08:00

damn sad...

zzz..

pathetic..

2007-04-04T03:37:00.000+08:00

its been great for me this few weeks..

watched TMNT, e show is not really up to expectations ba..

been working alot..

slacking alot..

spending alot..

sleeping alot..

only a small event which makes me real unhappy..
why do ppl dont appreciate wad i did and instead said that i am doing all this for a single purpose..
please dont say stuffs tat are really dumb and stupid..

u are so childish.. or both of you are freaking childish..
i think this kind of ppl are damn fked up... if can, i dont mind not having a fren like you coz u sucks.. REALLY.. pester ppl?? fck u..
this is call backstabbing.. fkers.. e TWO of u..

brainless..

tink before you speak pls..

i really wonder why u are saying such stupid stuffs..

holy shit!!

i hope u read this entry and think through..

2007-03-22T03:20:00.000+08:00

wow.. i guessed its been sometimes since i pop out here..

hmmm, nth much really happened ba.. same old stuffs.. not much changes.. or no changes at all..

been working... going out.. slacking.. went roller blading on mon and kbox on tues and watched [Music and Lyrics] (wednesday).. its really a nice show to watch.. the songs played in the movie is particularly more catchy because of the song's lyrics, its meaningful..

i forgot wad i did last week... working? or playing.. shld be either all ba..

its been very long since i am present at home during night time...

its been a long time since i meet FSSP.. i guess jh also kanna kick out le ba..

TC, now u got companion!! congrats to you.. =]

jh as my part-timer abandon me..

u are out!!

miss pouring my hearts out to you guys.. smile.. laughters.. blah blah blah..

all those confession sessions...

""chill out"" sessions..

wonder when will we meet...

luckily there is my best fren [AC] who listens to whatever problems i got..

the only person whom i can truthfully say almost anything out

the one whom i can seek to when i need help

the one whom understands my circumstances

thanks alot..

we got to share our problems..

lets continue our friendship till our very last breath.

its been great confiding you..

thanks a zillion..

i can only wish

i can only hope

tats all i can ask for

but how long do i haf to continue this?

tats the question

are you real?

or are you not?

e only thing i know is

i am real.

2007-03-10T03:30:00.000+08:00

you give me strength

you give me hope

you give me someone to hold

someone to love

______________

.dragging.

2007-03-10T03:15:00.000+08:00

i must be strong.

2007-03-10T01:30:00.000+08:00

did you really enter into my life?

or are you just passing by?

or maybe you never knew me before?

sitting here by myself,

trying to think of something to do.

trying thinking of something, anything

just to keep me from thinking of you.

but you know its not working out

cause you're all that on my mind.

one thought of you is all it takes

to leave the rest of the world behind.

sittng here trying to convince myself

that you are

the more i think

the less i believe and

the more i want you

here with me.

i know this is not the smartest thing to do

but i cant help it.

deep down

so much to say

but without the chance

is there anybody out there?

who can encourge me?

who can show me the way?

who can make me stand?

who can make me fight?

who can i turn to?

...

why are there so many corners?

is the next corner,

a happy one

a miserable one?

+++

hope for

a better tommorrow.

after the next corner

surely there will be love.

but when will it

come?

or never ever?

2007-03-02T16:44:00.000+08:00

i watched on tuesday, this movie is nice.. very funny with the cast of gurmit and fann wong.. fann wong was exceptionally hilarious.. u guys shld catch it tooo.. =] although there is some unhappiness during tat day, but overalll it is worth it. shant talk too much bout it..

wednesday?? tinnk i nv do anything much..

thursday?? went MoS with poly classmates!!! it was fun.. there were so many ppl at MoS.. haha.. saw alot of friends too. =P saw some loving couples, nice..

today friday nv go to work.. too lazy to wake up le..

2007-02-26T01:57:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. i shld 1 go blog wad i did tis whole week.. =)

wednesday went watch Protege early in the morning.. e show was very very nice!! everyone shld go watch it, pay much attention to Louis Khoo, because he is very funny.. his actions, his outfit, his expressions.. haha.. nice.. den went germ place to play cards!! it was fun.. had steamboat, but had difficulties with e steamboat machine.., in e end we changed to something with a stove??
got e chance to watch Xiao Zhu concert dvd!! haha.. nice man.. his dancing is simply too great..
Den "chill" out at macDonald again.. great day with e lads man!! haha..
a confession talking session again!! haha..

thursday, went diana and Sy house and play cards again.. some mahjong too... there are alot of ppl.. =)
this is e day i found out that i ddroppeedd money dunno where man.. 50 over buckss.. sian-ed.. blame i was too careless.. i dont know when did i drop it though.. haha.. too bad.. just my luck.

friday went bukit timah to haf dinner with secondary frens mann.. haha.. den tour around den went to Valley Bali near somewhere around harbourfront de.. e ambience there was pretty good. =) its nice.. hmmm.. a place filled with greeenery de.. that place is not warm either.. ponds etcs.. next time bring u guys go.. =)

saturday, soccer and tired le lazy go out.. stay home watch tv. =)

Sunday, went yida house to bai nian.. secondary frens too. =p we played cards.. went eat dinner at circuit road.. we haf VEGETARIAN de chi char man.. initially food was pretty alright, but after some time, it is very boring... e food taste boring le..haha.. den we went to LOYANG DAO PEI GONG to pray man.. haha.. such a rare activity,.. midnight we went to pasir ris de RED HOUSE but no one dare to climb in.. haha.. everyone was scared. =)
home sweet home after tat.. =p
zzz, tml gotta wake up early mann..
tats how i spent my CNY day 4 to day 8.. =)
out and out and out.. tired and tired and tired... sleepy and sleepy and sleepy!!

2007-02-20T23:51:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. after these few months... i guessed i must admit that i lost the battle!! ZzZzZ..

CNY till now is pretty good except of some housekeeping matters... siann..

hmmm, these few days,
went to relatives house to bai nian..
eat, play, gamble~~~
every year is the same topic...
Elders: hows u and your gf??
Me: no more.. =)
Cousins: find one soon laaa!! haaa..
Me: Trying.. Mission not accomplished!!
Cousins: We can help you la!! haaha..
Me: hahahaha.. its okie!

cont to play, eat and gamble~~
=p

Day 1 of CNY went to pray...
went 3 different temples to pray, sth tat is done every year!!~
haaaahaaa

2007-02-17T04:16:00.000+08:00

yeah!! finally finish all papers le.. unofficially graduated!! haa... however today HRM paper was real tough man.. i dont really know how to do all the questions, there is not a single one which i am confident of!!!! arghh!! keeping my fingers crossed!! ahhhh..

after paper, went Far East to find bang zhu and senior... the weather is kinda facing mood swing?? rain and stop den rain and stop again!!! after tat we set off to Bugis to meet junior and Tze Chi and head towards our destination which is the "Xian De Lai" located somewhere around Bugis ba!!

haaaa.... at the eating house, we were having steamboat!!! from then on, haha.. there is not a single moment of silence.... everyone was like this.. *crap crap crap..* among us, jin hui seeemsss to be very entertain by me.. -.- haa haa haaa.. she was laughing non-stop de lor and gosh combining hers and germaine one is freaking horrible!!! LOL~~ their laughters are very loud ahhhh... xiu wen was the only most normal person, happily enjoying her sumptous meal... TC and I kept doing our 'brother' sign man!! haahaa... we ordered alot of food to -dump- inside the soup as describe by them... at first i dont even haf the chance to look at the MENU!! this is how they treat me!! haaaa... they never put me in thier eyes!~
everyone of us was laughing all along, the atmosphere was good and conducive.. its playin music that suits my taste!! heh heh.. photos were taken... haaa...
there is one moment when TC is telling grandmother story~~~ 1 simple thing, she drag till very long den come to the objective~~~~ gosh..

after steamboat, we went chinatown... xiu wen went home first... haa, been going down chinatown quite frequently this festive season.. again, to get e feel of new year? haaa.. today the whole night market was filled with little black heads!! its alot of ppl, everyone was squeezing, vendors were shouting, consumers were bargaining.. slogan of 1 dollar 1 dollar lai, never buy never mind ahhh... such slogans can be heard anywhere inside the night market!!!

tc and her bf went off.. left me, bang zhu and senior of the FSSP!! we went to Mac to chill out and talk about almost anything under the sun!! haaa.. not true.. we talk about a single topic only!!! heee.. they were irritated by me~~~ LoL.. its so fun!

such a way to relax ourselves although we cancelled our plan to DXO~~ =(

galleries for today.. =p

Xiu Wen, Tze Chi & Myself

Myself, Jin Hui & Germaine

Me, Jin Hui, Germaine & Tze Chi

***for references, feel free to look at Germaine or Jin Hui's Blog.. =) more photos and interesting stuffs!!***

2007-02-15T00:13:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. today had PM exam and its also Valentine's day...
happy? zZzZzzz... mIxed..
happy Valentine's Day to all couples~~~

after paper met up with zheng... makan... den met up with kingsley.. haha...
we did something at his house~~~~ LoL..
den went to accompany Kingsley cut hair at Serangon Centrall...
today is a day of Liao Lui (waste Money) and Liao Si Gan (Waste Time)!!!
2 plates of mixed rice cost $9.60!!! Wth man! made of gold... its very very expensive and somemore its at a kopitiam.. if is at a more conducive den i dont mind paying the Exhorbit price!!! me and zheng eat le also very Gek Sim (heart pain).>!!

home!! tonite got alot of stars on the sky...
haha... me and zheng was lying down on a chair and admiring stars while waiting for king's hair to be cut!! waited for 1.5 hours.. waste time!!!!!
wad a night filled with glittering stars~~

how i wish i could spent this day differently.. =x heh..
instead of hanging out with 2 gays!!! LoL... jk~~~

today dont feel like studying~~ juz played Dota with the lads!~

2007-02-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

FSSP CLAN - (clockwise) Xiu Wen, Germaine , Me , Jin Hui

tuesday de pictures..

went chinatown..

fun fun fun! =p

2007-02-09T23:42:00.000+08:00

today RM paper sucks man.. i got alot of careless mistakes.. misreading of the question.. its so demoralising lah.. haiz.. i dun wan a C or D in my result script.. but guess the fact cant be changed le.. only can blame on myself ba...

met up with zheng and kingsley.. gosh.. shouldnt haf call kingsley out!! in the end e 3 of us were like walking around town area ahh.. from Wisma walk to Paragon.. from there den walk to shaw center... den from there walk to far east to take stupid bus 143 to Vivocity.. rot at Vivo.. haha... stupid idea of king!!! wad a stupid way to spent the day...
wow, the 9pm show on channel 8 was damn hilarious ahh.. hahha.. lmao.. -.-
the actings are all so lame!! arghh.. now no mood to study.. blog lor...

thanks to germaine for the song Ai Zhuan Jiao~~~ heh..

2007-02-05T23:57:00.000+08:00

Class photo~~ LoL... with no names... when free den i add e names at the bottom!! =)

photo was taken 1 or 2 weeks ago.. hee...

2007-02-05T23:42:00.000+08:00

Back Side View

Left Side View

Right Side View...

haha... hair cut by TC~~~~ woOoootsss...

btw, ladies check out the web http://www.kieur.com

look for anything you wan!! =)

very lazy to study ah.... please save me~~~
been slacking daily.. =p

2007-02-04T04:21:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. mafan to have a blog.. haha.. need make entries..

went out with king and zheng to celebrate king's birthday..

met at 2 +++ den took bus down to town.. haha.. went cine ate the kobayashi and zheng was grumbling bout the food.. LOL~~

den went to e gaming one, console was so exp.. saw a dota match btw nightmare and team zenith with the latter winning the game.. OWNage man!??

nth to do, we walkk all e way down to PS..

we watched a very stupid show called FEAST! its freaking lame, with no plot, scenes are too expected.. the whole movie hor, is only shoot at a bar!! wth man.. my 2 free movie tickets flew away watching such a stupid show directed by Ben Affleck, Matt Damon etc... we were bluffed by the 2 big names!!! arghh!! there goes my tickets!! Please DONT watch it!!

finish show, we went to some building opposite Paradiz centre and play lan.. its so freaking boring~~ waste my time nia!! feeling stupid we went down to Serangoon garden to makan makan makan... ordered some food and share!!

eat finish, we walked around nothing to do and was still early... we settle down at Cafe Cartel to watch soccer... king's drink taste like cough syrup!! so yucks... zheng's drink is tasteless.. haha..

only mine is e best!! Oreo Frappe... (=

after tat home sweet home!!

what a spastic look photo taken by king!! haha~~

some foot~~ photo edited by king~~

we look gay leh... ZzZzZ~

haha.. home le.. played DOTA again... wahhh... die liao lor... past few nights play dota... no need study le!! ahhhhh... + U + U~~ sooo slack!! argh~~ gg slp...

2007-02-02T22:02:00.000+08:00

exams starts on next friday le.. still really dun haf e mood to study eh.. sian... why i am getting so restless as each day is passing??

cut my hair.. back is slanted one.. =)
TC is e one who cut my hair.. thanks.

hmm.. why god sent me an angel when he dun allow me to go heaven??
why some people have happiness when they dont deserve it??
is god making fun of people?? -wondering-
be it buddhism, taoism or chritianity..
gif me an answer!!

how i wish i could be like her..
so blessed!!
very happy for you..
ur wish is finally granted.. =) =) =)

2007-01-30T02:07:00.000+08:00

what should i do?
i am sstuck in a dilemma..
am i the cause of it?
wouldnt it be better if we nv met?
u know what u want.
i dunno what i want.

pursue ur dreamsss...
believe in urself..
think positively..
i know e limits of myself.
i am below - par..

arghzz

2007-01-30T00:02:00.000+08:00

hmmm... went to CMPB with the lads... secondary frens... haha.. today is machiam like whole day of eating and rotting all e way man..
after completing our test, our first stop is go to Queensway to makan.. den after eating, we headed towards Chinatown.. ZzzZZ.. dunno go there do wad sia, juz spent our time walking around aimlessly.. we decided to have some desserts..... eat and eat.. den we continue to walk arounddddd, went OG... sian liao, we decided to go makan again.. at the kopitiam below the pearl centre?? dunno wadever.. after eating den nth to do leh...
so some of us decided to go Pasir Ris park...
hahahaahaha. when we reached e destination, suddenly we were turned into overgrown kids...
we played see-saw, swing.. haha.. climb the web to see who reach the top first and wth man, i reached the very top and saw a BLACK WORM crawling beside my hand... i was like screaming alll the way.. haha.. den in the end all of started shoutin around.. it was damn fun... we played the saucer too!! it makes u feel very very giddy... hahaha....
tired liao den went home...
last nite i slept at 5am den woke up at 9am.. 4 hours only.. freaking tired ah..

mei qian got an A for her IBS wor... soooo gooood~~~

2007-01-28T17:36:00.000+08:00

friday, so sorry to let iris wait for soooo long to go school tgt.. hehe.. cant wake up.. when we reached the lecture hall its already 10am le.. attended revision lecture den after got IB de revision tutorial.. den the HRM tutorial too... me and razzi dance for our punishment.. sob sob... ppl who has the video can send me?? hee..

saturday stay home and rot..

now in school helping qian de IBS with JM.. ZzzZzzz... weather is so cooling~~

thursday

2007-01-26T01:18:00.000+08:00

mmm.. eat prata.. order egg, honey and strawberry pratas... den got 1 ice cream prata also.. heh hehe...

den went to sch to duno do wad.. haha... den after went home...

wednesday

after sch, we went out.

place:KTV @ chinatown

people: jun wei, ji sheng, abriel, hui min, lina and mei qian.

time: 1++ pm to 9pm

songs: ranging from KIDS songs to IRRITATING songs to OLD songs to FUNNY songs. haha..

its very fun., haha. lots of fun and laughter yea..

2007-01-21T02:57:00.000+08:00

u had already leave ur footsteps in my heart.

wad i am suppose to do?

why?

2007-01-21T02:26:00.000+08:00

why am i having back e feeling i had 4 months ago?

why am i in such a situation?

what people said are true; i lack of confidence,

which results in regretting what i had done.

can time be turn back?

wad if it can?

would i do wad i need to do?

who knows me?

who understand me?

confusion

2007-01-20T23:10:00.000+08:00

wat is happening to me?

why nowadays i am so restricted to show my feelings..

wad is bothering me?

why do i feel sour inside but has to put on a smile on my face?

why does e truth always hurt??

and i gotta to know e truth in such a way..

or did i really know e truth?

its so confusing..

wad is happening around me?

did someone put a gun on my head and restrain me from crying??

why cant i cry when i am sad??

now i have to smile no matter it is a joyous or sad event...

"sometimes i wish i could just fly away. and never go home. everytime i see what i recall when i look at you, it kinda rips a part of my heart out. deep down. i just wish.. i grit my teeth and force my tears back down because i know i cant let it overcome me. im nearly at the last straw. my head's thumping really badly now. i feel as if my blood vessles are going to explode. "

why are there so many stuffs with no answers??

who can provide me with the answer?

can i complain??

i cant coz i am the willing one..

can i blame?

i cant coz i am the willing one..

can i cry?

i cant coz i am the willing one..

can i regret?

i cant coz i am the willing one..

i guess it ends.. e choice is pretty obvious now..

wad have i got to say,

nothing..

its just a facade..

at least i experienced it for quite some time.

it feels good.

thanks..

how long will i take to recover??

who should i turn to?

guess there is only 1 person i can truly rely on...

happy birthday to jeremy lim (19th jan) and Amelia (20th jan)!!~

Thursday & Friday

2007-01-20T02:12:00.000+08:00

Thursday, went to help out with the open house in sch.. its freaking tiring man.. help soo many hours for just 1 cca point... ONE cca point nia... neeed to slog ourselves man.. after that went Marina Sq de Kenny Roger to have dinner with hui min, lina, juan mei and mei qian... den walk walk walk. after that we went to DayBed at Md Sultan there except ah min... we orderedd beer.... den chill out till ard 1++ and decided to go home, but b4 tat we had some bak kut teh.. yea.

Friday, went school... took class photos.. den me, lina and qian went bugis?? walk walk walk.. think of IBS also... siann, solution call on monday, sucks man.. after that, we had dinner at V8 Cafe with jun wei joining us too,.. the food there is pretty delicious and affordable too. =)
den jw went home first.., left the 3 of us.. went kinokuniya to read BOOKs, all kinds of crappy books i guess.. haha.. qian is rather fanatic about horoscopes or zodiacs?? found some magazines on designing... after tat we went to Mos Burger to have a drink and relax...... we chat chat and chat... =P

den went home le lor..
dunno why i am feeling sour all night.., anything missing??
who can i ask?
who can help me?
who can i turn to?
who can guide me through?
who can show me the path of light?

i guess, i can..

Relieve~~

2007-01-17T01:15:00.000+08:00

..... finally 2 more projects are done.. International Business and Risk Management...
feel that we did well for our IB.. thanks to the lads, Elaine (Qing Sao), Juan Mei (Ah mei), Mei Qian (Ah Qian) and myself... haha.. had lots of fun doing the proj out.. sometimes gan chiong, sometimes different opinions but managed to handle out well and came out with our "Conquer International Business" board game... Good efforts and presentation to our elaine and juan mei, they presented it very well!! almost flawless~~ haha...
Risk Management... finally over!! dunno wad is needed for the stupid report.. have lots of fun and laughter... we are damn slack den need to slog ourselves in the very last minute!!! KTVs, bowling, watch tv la hor... make chocolate fondue la hor.. haha.. play and play and play.. we machiam go qian house for chalet.... sooOOoooo slack man!! hahaha.. but it was an enjoyable experience.. *claps claps*...
enjoyed doing project with you guys~!

e final proj for before we graduate... Portfolio management.

ZzZz.. few more weeks before we graduate le.. there will be lots of misses...
sniff sniff... =(
dreading for the day feb 16 to come...
exactly 1 month from now.......

its been 4 months... congrats... all e best..

rusty liao~~

2007-01-14T03:30:00.000+08:00

wooo!! been 3 months since i last touch bloggin? haha.
but nw still lazy to blog leh..
ZzzZzzz...
been very happy ba..
though both my common test juz passed... saddest part of this sem!!
very unexpected result....
tml gotta do proj...
this sem proj de arrangement sucks big time man!!

i wish i wish and i wish!!!
would you be my little princess...

hello~

2006-10-12T16:50:00.000+08:00

been very lazy to blog eh!! haha..
i forgot wad i been doing for the past 1 month le eh...
got work abit, went out.. watch movie.. etc etc..
Rob-b-hood e show not bad...
sch starting soon le... sian...
dun feel like studying... soo bored to be back in sch..!
lots of projects and assignments coming up... argh~
dunno wad to blog le.
=/

....

2006-09-21T01:30:00.000+08:00

select timetable.
went tuition.
waited with no signs.
fruitless.
depressed.

end.

sad to say.

2006-09-19T01:44:00.000+08:00

there is no such things as True friends..
because they

promise you this or that but in the end they just act blur.
ditch you aside when u need someone to confide.
stab you on the back when you are at your lowest point of life.
easily agitated when you just gave a casual remark?
ask friends to condem you when you made a careless mistake?
leave you out alone when got outings.
helped them when they need but dump you when you needed help.

argh.. dunno la.. lazy to type...

This section below is not bout frens!!

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck...

never had this feeling before!!!
jay's songs are sure depressing!!
life is full of DOWNS.. hais...
everytime on e bus back, i got e same feeling..
pass by the place i got e same feeling..
went to the place, i got e same feeling..
whenever i am alone, i got e same feeling..
whenever e night comes, i got e same feeling..
before i sleep, i got e same feeling..
when i woke up, i got e same feeling..
so many things tat will make me have the same feeling..

e feeling of guilt.
e feeling of regret.
e feeling of sadness.
e feeling of remorse.
e feeling of loneliness.
e feeling of stubborness.
e feeling of unhappiness.
e feeling of everything..

its hard..
i tried..
to no avail.

i succeeded.
to my own imagination.

i failed.
to the reality.

i cried.
to myself.

many sleepless nights.
eyebag getting thicker.
every night slept at 4am.
cant force myself to sleep early.
sighs.
tot i will succeed like in e past.
but NO.

frens tot i succeeded.
haHahaHahaHahaHahaHa..
guess i put on a good show..

ignorance is bliss.
argh.. dunno wat the hell i talking la...
do wad do wad do wad...
argh.. i am a idiot.
....
blah blah blah..

Friday, Saturday and Sunday

2006-09-18T00:02:00.000+08:00

Friday..
hmmm.. think i forgot wad i did le.. haha...

Saturday..
woke up very early at ard 7.30 am.. get myself ready den went out le.. coz of a soccer match at 9am.. argh.. so sleepy.. helped a fren to play because his side not enuff ppl.. haha.. first half was ok, no goals.. but 2nd half, once we let in the first goal den sian-ed.. haha.. eventually lost 4-0, haha, but quite a good experience as our opposition are mostly army guys so they are very fast and fit!! cool man..
den after the match, me, zheng and zigen went to our street soccer at 11 am.. freaking tired ah...
now e joint between my hand and my arm still very pain!! argh!!
after soccer went home le lor.. yup..

Sunday..
met up with kingsley and zheng.. argh.. den ...... lor.. boring ah...
den went arcade to play daytona again... haha... den went home..
den went back AMK old house there to eat with family..
den went home lor..
den watch soccer..
chelsea won 1-0..
now still man u de match, current score is 0-0.

wednesday and thursday

2006-09-14T22:55:00.000+08:00

mmm... haha, i everytime duno wad to put for title.. argh..
wednesday,
stay aat home to rot until 3.30 den set off to go for tuition.. and wahh, e bus journey so fast!! den i went in e tuition centre early.. saw my tutee playing game, so i joined him and played awhile.. i initially asked him to start earrly so tat it can end earlier.. but wth, he dun wan.. keep insisting that 5pm den start.. arghh!! haha, feel like whacking him!! after 4 lessons only hor, i feel like its very difficult to teach student man!! ahaha..
after tuition, met up with a fren and we went to catch a movie.. haha. <<The Devil Wears Prada >>.. tat show is quite realistic eh.. haha.. watched finished den went home.. =)

Thursday..
initial plan of gg Jurong East tat swimming complex was cancelled.! idiots sia..
in e end went to kingsley's house.. haha.. his mum came back!! wahhhh... scary..
den we went to gym.. do until body very pain ah.. haha.. den went home..
lazy type so much..

with zheng...

hmm. past 3 days.

2006-09-13T01:48:00.000+08:00

Sunday..
i forgot wad i did on sunday.. haha. think i stayed home and play game ba.

Monday..
actually intended to go swimming but too lazy le.. haha... went kingsley house and play game.. we chiongin lvl.. too bad tat zheng need to go sch.. den we ate myojo cup noodles again for our lunch.. haha.. we freaking poor now..
den i went for tuition and oh my god.. e tutee ytd very irritating man.. last week first lesson she still very obedient, listens to me.. but ytd ah, wahh, talk back to me.. ask her do work den drink water la.. go toilet la.. look here and there la.. i was like quite pissed off man.. and oh ya guys, wats a dozen?? 10 or 12.. my tutee said is 10 and told me tat her mum and teacher in school also said is 10..!! argh.. i guess its getting tougher to teach ah.. few times i feel like whacking her ah...
hahahhahaha... den i went home.. so tired..

Tuesday..
went swimming as planned with kingsley.. haha.. we 2 keep hang out tgt ah.. but dun worry.. we are straight.. =) he got a gf currently.. we went to bishan swimming complex and i saw someone familiar.. haha, is amelia's fren.. but we didnt greet each other as we are not familiar.. me and king swim a few laps and we sit down to tan.. haha.. but i sit a while den very bored.. den we saw kingsley's gf, Fleur and her fren.. haha, he was shocked as his gf told her tat she is gg Jurong de swimming complex.. so ah, we very mafan.. keep hide and hide.. haha.. when we gg off, we saw them den talk talk and went to bishan to makan.. den kingsley and his gf keep talk to each other, make me and Fleur's fren quite awkard laa. i dunno wad to talk to her man.. haha.. we eventually went to MOS burger, when we set off for King's house and realised tat our myojo cup noodles forgot to take!! ahhhh.. we went back to MOS burger to find and realised tat its inside e BIN!! there goes our lunch.. damn sad.. haha..
bo bian we went home le den eat 1 piece of mooncake.. argh..
den we chiong lvl again.. haha. den we met zheng and went for dinner...
guess wad,, its CHICKEN RICE again. know why?? coz its only 2 bucks.
den went home le.. i slept till ard 11pm den wake up.. haha.. now playing game lor... so hungry..

zzzzz..
jia you jia you wor..

ZzzzzzzZZzzz.. sian.

2006-09-09T02:36:00.000+08:00

today went to kingsley house with zheng.. intial plan was to go swimming but i overslept and i told them tat i laazy to go eh.. so eventually we ended up at king's house.. we brought our laptop and play game.. ahaha, den went to had chicken rice at e market around 3+ pm.. omg, tink my blog hor, most entries are, lunch or dinner... chicken rice.. haha.. its my favourite since young.. =) den hor, king stupidly said wanted to go arcade and play daytona again... so in e evening around 6+, we are at Funland again... playing daytona.. haha.. after tat went home, took bus 86 and i slept thru e journey...
but a good day was spoilt by some problems at nite.. hmm, but its ok la.. let bygones be bygones, juz treat it as a chapter in my own story.. =) mayb i was too blunt in my way of speech of some of my words may be misleading.. i apologise for whatever you are unhappy with.

To all my peepzz,

if u like someone,
let he/she know
before u regret,
or u miss the chance in doing so.
life is short,
u wil nv know what happens tml,
whether u are dead or alive.
happy or sad.
the time nv waits for u.

treasure e time when u are happy.
makes ur chances count.
chances are rare.
u may or may not haf e chance.
do what u tink u need to do,
instead of doing wad u want to do.

friendship,
think of wad is correct,
dun help ppl juz becoz of sympathy,
as it may eventually cause harm to another party.
think bout others,
instead of keep thinking bout urself.

All the best!!

james ong

swimming again and eating..

2006-09-08T02:53:00.000+08:00

hmmm, today overslept, suppose to meet king at 11am but i woke up at tat time so eventually met at 12pm.. we headed towards Bishan swimming complex.. we play water and tan abit.. i swim awhile den tired liao, think too long nv swim le ba.. after sometime, we went to meet zheng at amk central at around 2pm.. we went to KFC and had our lunch..
den we went back to our old days......
hang out around AMK central, went to lanshop... went to Jubilee arcade... den went to Funland which is our most usual hangout in e past.. we played PhotoHunt; tat machine spoilt le lor, press and press cant work one!! waste money!! den we play king of fighers.. and lastly, we played our All-time favourite.. which is Daytona 2... this had been our game since dunno primary or secondary eh.. we last time almost every sunday will go to e arcade and haf a race.. haha.. its so fun last time.. now so bored..

den in e evening, me and zheng made our way to Amk Bus Interchange, we were gg to meet our secondary frens to haf dinner.. we were late, haha and den all of us headed towards Botak Jones... yeahh.. Nice food ma.. =) den eat till around 9+ 10.. we went to bedok jetty and walk walk.. haha.. got 1 incident tat freaked me out, as we were walking back to the carpark.. we didnt notice tat a bunch of army guys were marching la!! they were so dark, cant even see them and tot e movements like ghosts sia.. i was stunned! haha, coz all of us nv see e army man..

Zzzzz. lazy blog liao.

swimming~~

2006-09-07T00:38:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. today met up with kingsley in e morning at YCK mrt station.. we walked to e YCK swimming complex but to our surprise, e complexx was closed!! it was closed becoz it wad bookeed by the Australian International School lor.. so diaooo.. -.-"" as if they can take up e whole of e swimming complex.. so we head to bishan swimming complex lor.. hmmm.. its not crowded eh.. haha.. go water swim awhile den tan abit, after tat very tired.. too long nv swim liao.. so we went off to king's house.. as i broke liao, therefore, bo bian lor juz buy one myojo cup noodles to go his house eat... so pathetic.. den stay at his house slack slack abit.. until ard time to go for my tuition...

wahh!! today e tutee very difficult to teach ah!! is a guy, he is very very forgetful. example, i teach him sth like awhile ago.. den similar qns come out, he dunno how to do and asked me.. so i replied:" i tot i juz now teach u already?" den he said:"where got?'.... i felt so dui lor.. make me feel like wahhhh arghhh, volcano erupt man... after a while i feel very lazy to teach eh... abit sian la.. but juz tahan tahan lor.. wat to do.... after work den went home, almost fell off my seat on e bus.. haha.. too sleepy lliao..
actually wanted to meet king and zheng out to go chomp chomp.. but too bad.. the 3 of us "bo lui" already.. so i bo bian, got to starve till ard 8+ den reachh home and eat alot....!

tml gg swimming again..

since she knows what she wants, just try to let go ba..
although its difficult, but u juz gotta try..
after all, seeing her happy will make u happy..
i can only wish u all e best.. haiz...
jia you and go for ur love one..
just let him know ur feelings for him..
good luck...

hmmm.. a nice day..~

2006-09-06T02:17:00.000+08:00

haha.. today woke up at 11.30am den started to play game again.. haha~~
play until sian, so msn Ah Zheng and asked him to skip his lesson so as to go makan.. hee hee.. and he idiot, make me waited for like half an hour sia, we eventually met at 2.45pm at his house market to have our lunch.. =) Chicken Rice again.. -.-" den as i had nothing to do, so i went over to his house to play game lor.. haha..

Until around 5+, i go off becoz i meeting my frens at City Hall MRT station at 7.30pm!! haha, i asked zheng whether he wan to join me but he scare, so we call up another fren; Choon Yin... but i cant wait for their decisions so i went off first to my destination.. hmm, i reached at 7.15pm and waited for the rest (SY, JM & MQ) to come..
dunno WHO said will come find me and asked me to wait at the control station...
wait~ 5 mins.....
wait~ 15 minss.....
wait~ 30 minsss.....
wait~ 45 minssss......
wait~ 55 minsssss.......
Den finally they came... argh!! so idiot hor... =( idiotssss.. hahaha... just now nv scold!! hmph..

finally can set off to where we wanted to go!! Geylang~~
we took train to Aljunied and and find e place we wanted to go.. but!! suddenly got a call tat MS is coming... sooo, need to wait again!! argh..
think i spent alot of my time today WAITING.. haha.. finally MS came and finally we can go to eat, but pit stop first, we eat dou hua (Bean flower)?? eat finish le hor, den walk around to find e Frog porridge coffeeshop... walk and walk, walk wrong sia.. and on e way walking back, i catch a glimpse of the bus 100 and saw Zheng and CY on e bus.. haha.. so i called zheng and ask him to come over.. yeahh..

den e 7 of us heads towards lorong 19 and finally we reached our destination. =)
we found a table and everyone settles down.. hmmm...
i introduced this 2 shuai ge to them.. haha.. quite fun and enjoyable during e dinner which is like already 9 + to 10 pm liao.. after tat hor, JM ordered e dishes and oh my god, both frogs are spicy lor... i am like arghhh~~ haha.. during e dinner, MS keep trying to find topics to talk to CY and zheng.. haha.. stun man, MS so sociable one.. we talked alot of craps ahh.. hee hee... jokes and laughters..
very tired, so lazy to elaborate more.. haha.. ZzzzZZzzzz
after tat went home den i play game den now bloggin den bout to sleep liao.. my eyebags is growing and growing liao...

hopes tml morning e weather will be Sunny so i can go swimming with Kingsley (my primary sch fren) at Yio Chu Kang.. =)

jay chou's new song Tian Hui Hui De very very nice.. =)
its very meaningful indeed.. can describe my feelings.. ya. sian.
- ---- ---

1st day of tuition!! haha.. =)

2006-09-05T00:57:00.000+08:00

i 4+ to around 5 am den sleep ah, den wake around 12.30 am and first thing to do is to on computer and started playin the game which is e reason why i slept so late.. heee heee.. play until around 5pm den went out to meet zheng to makan at AMK central.. haha.. now so bored, everyday at home play computer games.. haha.. hao wu liao wor...

den he very good, accompany me to find e MaxPotential tuition centre a Bishan and it was raining too.. we walked and walked and finally found it at Bishan St 12, Blk 121 #02-91.. haha.. Zheng is truly my brother.. hee hee... nv use concession still went with me.. goodd.. so muz thank him ahhh.. when i got pay den i treat u eat.. haha.. my tuition starts at 7pm and ends at 9pm, e tutee is a girl and not bad ah.. quite obedient but she very gan chiong and i reminded her quite ALOT of times... haha.. oh ya, i teaches her Maths, so i keep telling her that Maths is easy to score.. so do not lose marks due to careless mistakes which are avoidable.. haha.. nice feeling ahh, teach her stuffs.. haha, symmetry la, finding area etc.. weeeeee.. but e bus journey home quite long ahh, so bored.. haha..

now is only 1am.. hee.. so many ppl working or studying.. ahhhh.. boringgg...

boring day... haha

2006-09-03T02:06:00.000+08:00

haha, zheng woke me at 10 am in e morning for soccer, but we bit lazy den went back to sleep.. and wahh, i slept till 2.30pm den wake up sia... den had laksa for lunch and went into room and play game liao.. den zheng introduce a new game to me, e file he sent me was like more than 2 hours ah.. in e process of receiving e file, we played dota.. haha..
den when completed, we started playing e game ssince around 7pm to for like around 1+ am ehh.. and we stopped is becoz of e server mantainance eh.. haha.. so bored ahhh.. oh ya, i have all of Jay Chou new album de songs le..
u need to go to VIEW, den ENCODING and den go MORE and choose UNICODE (UTF8) to view the chinese wordings.. thank you.

e songs lists are as follows:

-千里之外 (this is e china style with Fei Yu Qing, a rather smoothings piece of music.)

-听妈妈的话

-天灰灰的 (this song is very nice, quite sentimental, abit like last album de 楓)

-我背你走到最后 (another piece of sentimental music)

-满城尽戴黄金甲片尾曲

-本草纲目 (in this MV, jay dance hip hop.. haha, a very fast rapping song)

-都说好了,却这样 (personally i feel that this is a very sad song, a MUST sing)

-黄沙

-未知之卷 (like every album, one song which is FULL of rapping, quite a funny one too!!)

-红模仿 (this song sounds very groove, a piece which make u feel like dancing.)

haha, i promoting his songs man...

those highlighted are e ones i preferred most ah.. hee hee.. =)

yeahhhh...

another problem.., should i cut my hair?? haha, is it very long?? please make a vote at the tagboard, gif me some opinions on whether i should keep or cut short again.. haha.. =)

thanks..

Cycling..

2006-09-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

weeeeeeee... i woke up at 2pm this afternoon.. haha.. cant seems to wake up, and my whole body was aching ahh.. e blisters become more gross and more pain... ya.. den play maple awhile and saw ym online den ask me if got bicyle... haha.. soooooo...
we went out to cycle, arranged meeting was 6 - 6.15pm at my house downstairs... but tat ym soo long, he reached at 6.35pm, i cycled around my district for dunno how many rounds sia.. when ym reached, we set off to winson house because his bike cant move.. so we were outside his unit and repairing his bike, haha, until like near to 8pm lor...
finally e bike can work liao but e brake still bit siao siao, we cycled to compass point and eat Burger King.. den walk around e mall and went to look for Jay's CD but haven out yet. after some time, we cycled to YM's house, dunno for wad sia, in e end sit down there watch TV until 10pm. haha..
we then set off to actually some place but instead we went to ponggol park and cycled around... and we saw a dark path ahead so we continue into e path and it was really very dark ehhh.. quite scary..
ard 11pm den i wanted to go home liao coz very very tired ahh.. e journey back home was long and more tough man, need go upslope... wahh, my legs were like soo sooo tired ahh.. haha.. now home lee lor.. =)

a good night out cycling, its been very long since i last cycled.. haha..
not bad, yesterday ice skate, den today cycling den tml play soccer.. wahhh..
my legs will sure be very very tired.. hahaha..

hello everyone..

2006-08-31T22:49:00.000+08:00

haha.. been very lazy to blog eh.. hee..
so now blog for the past 4 dayys ba.. haha

-Monday-
Met up with kong and zheng to have lunch at Hougang Mall de Long John Silver.. hmmm, hougang mall change alot. more food to eat, ya.. alot morre, 2nd floor is food.. basement again food... we walk a few rounds den wah siann, everywher is food. As we were waiting for Kong to go for his work, we were bored and hahahahahaha.... went to lanshop and play, haha, so dumb rite.. play CS and dota.. den kong left for work.. zheng and me feeling very bored as we go home also nth to do.. sooo, we went back hougang mall to walk round and round.. after some time, we decided to have some dessert.. and LOL, we ordered Ice Kachang and the ICE is freaking hard la, and we 2 like gays playing with the Ice.. ahaha... eat halfway we dont want liao and went home.. den me at home, usual lor.. same stuffs.. haha.. slp around 4am den 12pm wake up.. my new routine.. hee hee..

-Tuesday-
hmmm, think i stay at home and rot the whole day ba.. yeah.. tats it..

-Wednesday-
argh.. nobody told me e time to meet change from 3pm to 4.20pm!! den i was like sooo dumb waiting at e bus stop... and someone hor, promise come out early accompany me, in e end reached at 4pm ahhh... -.-"
ok, affter everyone reached, we went to collect our ITP certificates and head to town..
next stop, marina square de kbox.. and well, we went for the buffet, which is like each person 24 bucks eh.. heart pain siaaa... haven find work den keep spending liaoooo.. hmm.. e food quite okok laa.. some are more edible and some looks damn gross... and hor, nez time dun go marina square de kbox, coz their microphone sucks like hell man... u need to yell into it... and u cannot ask for an additional mic, so quite lousy laa.. after singin den went to Esplanade to have a walk lor.. haha, den went back home, same la, robyn asked me to dota becoz he gg malaysia for a few days so wanna play and we played lor.. and den slept at 4am..

-Thursday-

actually wanted go back Yuying Secondary, but too bad, i cant wake up and i woke at 9am.. have e tot of gg but it started to rain, so i decided to play game first.. ahaha.. den around 10.40, went out, destination is JURONG EAST.. i too bus 82 den change to 854 and den walk for bus 51.. and interesting story begins... i boarded bus 51 at 11.25am and guess wad, i reached JURONG EAST at 1.26pm.. i was like wahhh, why e bus journey so long, i even haf e time to like sleep a few times and wake up den watch tv den listen to songs until so bored... after around 1.5 hours on e bus, i feel like vomiting man... i got restless and feeling freaking siannn ahhh... i asked my frens, den they said why so stupid to take bus 51 ahhhh... bus 51 de route hor, very funny man.. Eunos... den i sleep den wake up saw CityHall den i sleep again, wake up found myself at Tanglin, den Clementi.. i saw the Haw Par Villa which i haf not go there for a donkey years man since i was a very young boy. (hey, next time go Haw Par Villa eh).. den i saw Queenstown, i am like oh my god, when will i reach man.. e bus goes by alot of places ahhh, i was like seeing ppl come up e bus and down.. think i was e dumbest to take e bus from HOUGANG to JURONG EAST man... soo bored on e bus as i haf no new paper...

reached le den play arcade awhile den head for ICE SKATING... weeeeeee.. its soo cool, i learnt it in half a day but i fell alot of times and alot of blisters on both foots!! at least four on each foot and my buttocks freaking pain.. alot of bruises... we skate and skate and skate.. its really fun eh... shld go more often and practise.. haha, i dunno how to roller blade but know how to ice skate liaoo.. we from around 2pm skate till 7pm ahh, legs freaking tired ehh..

wahhh, lazy blog liao eh.. skate finish we went to haf our dinner den go home.. den i went to bathe, holy shit, e blisters are damn pain which make me feel like crying and scream ahhh.. its really painnnn... den bathe finished le now in front of com blogging and chatting lor... haha...

=) lazy type liao..

Exams are over..!

2006-08-26T01:45:00.000+08:00

yeah.. too long nv blog already..
now kinda lazy to make entries eh... tink juz said out the impt pts ba..
hmmm.. most impt one is tat, the topic u all congratulate me 2 weeks ago had ended again... =X
ok, dun talk bout tat liao, later ppl say me again... =)

hmmm.. this morning was damn scare man!! i woke up at 7.30 am and was caused by e msg received by my bro.. and gosh, if e msg nv came, i dun think i will be in the convection hall for PLB exam.. and it was my bro who sent me to school.. haha.. luckily is motorbike, if went to sch by my father's car den i think i also die.. because Macritchie Reservoir there jam like kana siaooo mann.. but with motorbike, u just swish and swoosh and u will be in the front.. haha.. thanks man.. and ya, alot of ppl helped me with my PLB, just hope i can pass ba.. thanks everyone.. so sorry tat need to disturb u all and idiot man, Penny Thong set questions all from the TUTORIALS!!! and guess wad... i nv do all e tutorials before, i am like holy shit.. i felt a sense of remorse on sitting my seat reading all e questions e paper..

this semester, i haf e feeling tat it will be worse ever results for the 2.5 years man coz i was soo slackk, everyday play game.. haa... ppl scolded me but i like heck care eh, juz play and play.. arghh...
therefore, my hopes are that all my modules can pass as i dun wan to repeat a semester ah!!! sure will get whacked one... *pray hard*.. ao mi tuo fuo..

and ya, guess wad, jay had come out with a new single and wtf, he sing a duet song with FEI YU QING.. when i heard e song, i was like oh my god, why is there a ah pek singing jay song?? haha.. e new song name is qian li zhi wai..
if u want it, come and get it from me..

Time to grow up le..
need to thank alot of my close frens for staying with me during my bad patch and also keep nag me to study.. =)
i will always remember you all de.. see ya all ard in sch nez semester but too bad, some are going for the IAP..

tml gotta play soccer.!! yeahh...
*muackz..

(wondering wads e feeling of me now??)
-i feel so numb.
(why?)
-hmm.. dejected?? sad?? happy??
aiya. dunno la, let e readers guess ba..
-.-"

Make up for the past few days..

2006-08-20T15:43:00.000+08:00

Friday.
After Treasury exam, feeling kinda of sian becoz i dun really know how to do...
haizz... juz too bad. hope can pass can le la..
den nv study again.. very lazy eh...

Saturday..
went to play soccer.. wahh, from 11+ am in e morning to 4+ pm in the evening... was so freaking tired.. legs bout to cramp and body starting to ache..
den at nite, nv go watch liverpool... boring...
hmmm... dunno wad is my mood eh...

Sunday..
feeling damn shit...
i wondered if i had made e right decisions in alot of things...
someone pls enlighten me....
sianzz.

wednesday

2006-08-17T01:08:00.000+08:00

ya.. today got study abit of Treasury ba.. hope can pass...
den at nite, me and her went to botak jones for dinner....
its located at AMK Ave 5... pretty good food there..
prices are quite reasonable...
western food..
this is their website... http://www.botakjones.com/plates_menu.html
its quite funny ah, their stall is like in a coffeeshop?? yet they haf a website man..
their marketing techniques i can say is good as their workers walk around and ask consumers on their opinions of their meals..
*claps claps*
yeahh....
now david tao de song keep lingering inside my head...

听我说
手牵手跟我一起走
创造幸福的生活
昨天你来不及
明天就会可惜
今天嫁给我好吗

come to think of it, its a smoothing piece of music.. this song feature my favourite singer Jolin too.. yaa.. nice...
listen to it more and u will like it more...
hope i will be able to sing this song during my wedding dinner... hahahaha.....
dreammmmmmzzzzzzz...

may get from me if u all wana listen... =)
nites...
i love ------ !

boredom...

2006-08-16T01:47:00.000+08:00

hmmm... quite bored lehhh..
been slacking alot man.. so scare of my paper on friday... how i envy my frens in the engineering course siaa... either no papers or 1 or 2 papers nia.. shiok like siao.. everyday play dota.. haha..
ya, dunno wad to blog eh... been happy and unhappy too... haha...
now listening to david tao and jolin de song.. its quite dumb laaaa...
Jolin in da hse~~
DT in da hse~~
X (times) dunno how many times...
yaa, got an order to sleep earlyy, soooo....
hahaha... i am going offff leeee...

hope tml will be a nice dayyyy.....
=)
;-)
(",)

Part II of the previous entry...

2006-08-12T23:09:00.000+08:00

since my fren had edited those pictures... so i juz post it here also ahh... haha...

yeahh.. taken frm my fren de.. haha..
hmmm... after tat, went for test and fail.. -.-"
den i asked her out to eat... went to MOS burger... oh my god.. its so expensive ahh.. haha..
we talked and talked... ya.. ok..
=)

hmm... quite happy today!! =) Part 1

2006-08-09T02:50:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. tink will be a long entry ba.. haha

today, got a msg from jeremy lim:, later meet at 1pm rite?"

after seeing this msg, i got to wake up as i had slept for a very long time and we meeting at junction 8.. it was 12pm when i woke up.. haha.. actually got another appointment which is to meet at 9am at clementi one.. haha.. but too bad, i cant wake up... hee hee~~ haven start study.. tml muz at least start abit liao!!! argh!!

okay.. now let me move on to wad i did today...

i went out to watch Too Fast Too Furious, Tokyo Drift with 2 gays... Yao Ming and Jeremy Lim.. winson pangseh us.. (muz be out with ponggol girl) haha

as expected, they reach earlier than me.. haha, i live at ponggol so cant be blamed.. haha..

okie, we bought e tickets and went to NTUC to buy JUNKS.. (Ruffles and the cheezels and also THREE bottles of big ALLSWELL de waterchestnut drink man!!) everything smuggle into Lim and Ym's bag..

next, feeling hungry, we went to Yoshinoya and eat student meal de set.. 2 chicken teriyaki and 1 salmon sets.. yeahh.. eat finish juz nice can go for show liao..

e show is quite nice ah, hot babes and nice cars... haha..

next coming up de movie shld be "click"??

show watch finish den we walk around and round and round.. dunno walk how many rounds sia..

den we rest at macdonalds and took some photos.. "video" too.. too bad, video cant be shown one.. pte and confidential.. (taken by LIM)..

some gays photos...

(notice)

e pictures icon cant load...

so will upload a few either later or tml laa... haha

Weekends

2006-08-07T01:50:00.000+08:00

My com got spyware!! siann.. my wall paper become dunno wad shit sia..
too bad i dunno how to upload photos.. my com gg to crash soon le.. hey hey!! i know how to put pictures le.. haha.. YM dun need ur helpp alr!! hahaha!
hmmm.. my weekends are quite simple...
Saturday.
Soccer in the morning till afternoon, so half a saturday is gone..
tink i am getting my fitness back as i dun feel fatigue.. good good...
after soccer, oh my gosh, eat the duck rice again which will really make u bloated as it is damn lot!! after tat, same la, play dota with brothers...
den at night watch Superband.. and MLB won~~ (Nick is the brother of my fren) =)
after Superband, tink i play maple???
den got to know GZ and Winson fren (Gladys). ahaha
i forgot if i played dota at nite le..

Sunday
hmmm... woke up ard 12+ and den went back to sleep till 3+..
woke up den play dota again.. den maple... lol..

gosh.. my life is like so boring hor.. haha.. haven go out laa..
ohh friday, went suntec... hmmm haf i blog bout friday one??

projects finally over~~

2006-08-05T02:07:00.000+08:00

yeah.. today present the CFAS project and now its over le!! no more projects man!! sooo tired man.. this semester is full of projects and assignements! and again, this morning i nv go for tutorial (PLB).. i am quite scare, i like alot of tutorials never go le eh.. will i get debarred??
pray hard...
after the presentation, which took like around 1.5 hours maN!! coz Mrs Choo after that talk to our whole group.. and hell its damn long laaa, time wasting..!
i went to Suntec to find my frens lo and we ate at kopitiam...
den went to Esplanade and... so sad.... hahaha.. nvm~~
now my com got the blue screen le.. how how how!!
MY COM IS GG TO CRASH AHHHHH!!
SAVE ME!!
:(
need to back up le..
so many songs and pictures.. gosh!!

2006-08-03T02:32:00.000+08:00

Now is 3rd August 2006 le..
actually today is a special event if that didnt happened.. :(
haizz.. nvm~

was away from home for the past 1.5 days as i stay over at a fren hse at JURONG man... its sOoo far.. i was there just to be a nuisance, irritating one... not bad la, its a new experience ah.. haf lots of fun and laughter.. played pool laa, eat laa, play laa.. do stupid things laa...
i cant sleep tat night because, hmmm.., feeling rather down.. ya.. nvm, dun mention le la.. and i overslept which makes me not going for Treasury tutorial.. actually i woke up, but just dun haf the desire to go to school eh.. i dunno how many tutorials i have skipped this semester le....

now is alr 2.33 liao, but i cant sleep eh...
argh..
who wan watch The Lakehouse??

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我

oh my god..!

2006-07-31T01:06:00.000+08:00

gosh!! tink i die liao!!
last nite played dota till ard 4.30 den sleep.. makes me so tired tat i sleep till 3.30pm on sunday..
and guess wad..! i got test on tuesday but i haven start study..
i watched tv den went online and ppl started calling me to play dota!! idiot man!! ni men hai si wo le ah.. ahaha.. my secondary frens... all of u are so free!!
idiot man..
dun keep ask me dota la.. (hmm said this for wad?, nobody knows my blog.. haha)
we played till ard 7+.. den rest awhile and started playing again for 2 matches.. which lasted to 2230 man.. 1 game was like 1 hr 45 mins, e longest game i had ever played..!
den i watched tv awhile and den i saw a msg, robyn asked me to play dota.. -.-"
so wtf man, i played dota again from 12 to 1 am..
oh my god.. wad a day i had wasted..
now i feeling damn tired and having a headache..
haha..
arghh~~

....

2006-07-28T00:53:00.000+08:00

my blog is boring.
got no tagboard or links one eh..
siann..
feeling damnn sadd...
whhy why why...

wad a sad day.. and a history..

2006-07-28T00:22:00.000+08:00

very long nv blog le..

1st prob tonite, 27/7/2006
Haizz.. siann..
today i cant wake up for my WISP class.. sian mann... i woke up at 11.30 am eh..
dunno why my life suddenly become like tat..
guess amelia was right, i am hot tempered.. must change must change..
today had a big quarrel with a groupmate and we even exchange vulgarities rite in canteen 1.. we were so fierce and everyone was looking at us.. hai.. wtf were i tinking man... wwhy whyy... dunno why i like that.. we were doing proj and it is around 7 plus when e incident happens.. now i feel it was damn stupid of us to do such silly things..
sometimes really feel that something is missing in my life... but i cant seems to recover it and it seems to go further and further away.. very sad..

2nd prob.
i dunno why i been feel like vomiting every now and then since the past few weeks.. i am quite scare.. i haf no idea wads happening to me eh.. i juz hope that it is due to a lack of sleep... siann...

3rd prob.
why we have so many projects?? got IS and core module projects.. i had been like doing projects and projects and projects since the end of holidays!! its like juz handed one proj, den after tat, u have to piang for another one which is due nez week.. wat the hell man.. den i still got IS projects to do, my life is like so packed!! and its like my journey to sch is freaking long ahh... den everytime need to wake up very earlly!! den reach home also very late.. damn sian ahh.. i am tired of this lifestyle man.. going home alone de feeling is damn worse.. i seems to get more and more tired each day!! i juz cant seems to get myself up for classes..
its like there is no longer the motivation to make me go school.. its so lonely to go and come back school alone..
why am i living in ponggol ahh..
such a deserted place!!

4th prob,
nez week got MFS test ah.. i have no idea wat the module is about and i seldom go for the lectures.. goshh.. i am damn worried bout this upcoming test.. my notes are all empty.. i scare i faill.. somemore there is no time to study because of projects!! argghhh... save me ahhh...

5th prob.
hmmm.. this e most major problem le lo..
siann.. tink this one i will just leave it to my heart..

wei se mo.....

hmmm

2006-07-23T03:02:00.000+08:00

now doing Job Resume..
abit boring so try to make a blog?? haha... bo liao sia~
siannzZz..
its so tough to like, see her suffering but u dun haf any ideas wad is happening..
damn sad!! :(
Past few days alot of unhappy things happened especially about school stuffs!
sucks man..
knn
wtf man..
dunno wad to say.. haha

blogging??

2006-07-23T03:00:00.000+08:00

*shock**
create an account is so easy one ah??
Lets see~~
Post it!